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&um. i'll love you forever.

cant pass that one up, now can you?

ha.

thats what i thought.

<3.

Just let go. You don't love me. She's waiting for you. Let her die happy unlike me. ALL I WANTED WAS YOU. All you want now is her. SO TAKE HER. Go ahead.

I'm out of the way now. There's no more worrying about what I might hear, no need for lying anymore. Just send me off to sea in my body bag. (Might I add, it's a perfect fit.) No need to be scared. THERE'S NOT ONE OF YOUR BACKSTABBING FUCKING FINGERPRINTS LEFT ON MY BODY. No one will know. It'll be our little secret, love.

Now you're free to lust after that silly girl. But not love her. No, no, you will never love her. For I have that cold, dark heart of yours. It was once warm, remember? I MADE YOU WARM. I gave you love, you gave me your heart. REMEMBER? Remember how you promised me we'd die together?

Now here I am, drifting off alone, leaving you all for her. Well, it's my little keepsake now, my token, my prize. Don't be expecting it back. You gave it to me, I expected to keep it. Which is what I plan to do. Well, that's YOUR mistake, sweetheart, giving your heart to a selfish untrusting little bitch.

But you know me.

You should have known better.

I guess I should've too, to love someone like yourself.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA!! <33333333333
everyone go say happy birthday to her.
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OR I WILL NEVER EVER UPDATE AGAIN.

hm. i got my haircut. so yea. pictures of that?.. maybe.

&emily is here. <333 i love her. yes yes. heh.

i/m me &i'll love you too.
oohhhh attackkkk

editttttttttt - - - 8:33

ME, EMiLY, &MY HAiR<33

http://photobucket.com/albums/v196/desiredxxbabee/emily/Me%20and%20emilyyyyyy/

mmhm. yea. go look at us. me = brunette. emily, blonde.

goddddd the used is amazing.<3333

THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE. =(

OH. MY. GOD. You can't. I don't know what I would do without you. I think I'd just.. die. I'll miss you so much. You don't even know.. Everyone will. Especially him. I can't believe it. I never thought the day would come. I thought you'd be here forever. &we'd just.. be us. Best friends. Forever. That means something and don't you forget it.

<3 I miss you already.

i really.. could use a phonecall.
< 874 9419.

hahaha hanging out with emily &kelsie makes me sooo happy.

&so does.. someone. lol?

oh &um. i need a new voicemail message thingie. i duno. so if anyone wants to make one for me..? yea. i'll.. give you the #.

friday<3

oh &.. don't go see white noise. it sucks. bad.

oh.-edit?.                                                5:03

ohmy. i remember.. when i was little. &it would be all of us little girls, &all the "older kids" like.. joey, sean, casey, kelly, randi, alex, cory.. &we'd go play kickball up at the top of the street. &that old guy would come out &start screamin at us that it was his street. &we'd run away. ah. good times.

&i remember when we would play hide &seek in the dark in katies basement. &cj, kenny, kelly, joey, randi, &all of them thought it was.. fun to hide me, scotty, &katie in these real high places. so they'd hide me on top of the fridge, katie on top of this big closet thing, &scotty in a pile of close or something. wow.

gosh. you are amazing.<33

i'm cutting my hair. tomorrow. whether you like it or not. muha.

EDIT.

THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE. =(